Well, the second semester of my year one experience in poly has ended. Many things have I learnt throughout this few months. What I've really learnt, happiness doesn't come from what you want but its from the happiness of others. I thought that many things that will give me happiness, but the truth is; I learnt that when others are happy then I too will be happy.
More stuffs to say but I really appreciate it for such a great fate to be a class like this for my first year in poly, may I have the strength to push forward to become more selfless and to achieve greater heights.
To reach the top, its not by greed.
To climb the ranks, its not through force
To touch the skies, its not through dreams
To show your true self, its not through lies.
Had a tiring day today, rushed for the report that the dumb teacher gave us a verbal announcement, expecting us to hear. Where is the black and white?
Anyways had a fun day with half the class at my house playing. But what I did wrong was that in a moment of folly I was supposed to finish my project for tmr's submission, but I ended up playing with half the class. I know what I did was totally irresponsible and I'm feeling guilty for it. But just because of one mistake, just one mistake, everyone in my group isn't happy about it. I didn't want to compare, but there are other people in the group who are like that but they lied their way through. I admitted to what I did, and what happens? I've become a target. So what else can I say? I know I'm wrong, but this is really... unfair?
One more thing to add on, itwmitg, idyawdab. Jboomim, dmyacbmammasg. Tyaalt, gtylwgynw.
Just one mistake is enough to bring what I've done down to the bottom. Convict?
Hello, i've been busy these few weeks, so i wasn't able to post until today. Had some great talks with people around me and realised that things were a lot better than i thought it was. I also found a few people that i can relate to and even tell them how I felt. After releasing everything on my mind, I realised that I feel a lot better after bottling everything in my heart.
The world is moving quickly, but in the midst of the chaos, I can see subtle and calming images through my mind. Many feelings, thought and senses. I've the motivation to finish what I've set to do. But do I have enough time?
I'm finally 18:) well actually it doesn't feel that great, it feels more of a burden to me instead. But oh well, what can I do? Anyways school has been really stressful and I'm quite unhappy about some people. But since I'm trying to prevent saying anything, I shall not name and describe. Well I've found my motivation to do well and I hope it can stay:) I'm too tired so today's post will be short. No lyrics no phrases:)
While, it has been some time since I've posted a entry on the blog and today I shall:) firstly, it's my first post of 2012! :) how cool is that? Anyways cool thing have happened and yeah, I'm learning to open myself up to people. Strange as it may seem, I'm a introvert an a sensitive one at that.
Now for the title, of course it will have a meaning. Am I too sensitive? Or rather am I too sensitive towards the wrong things? I've no idea as I'm still trying to discover myself again. 18 soon and still confused with myself...
Well, today's post will be kinda negative. haha, but I can't help it can I?
I shall start off with some random lyrics/quotes?
Seedlings of maturity grow in the harsh weather,
Growing inch by inch into a sturdy tree.
Through summer sun and winter rain,
Falling leaves and withering branches.
Seasons creates stronger barks,
To withstand the fury of Mother Nature.
Like life, from a little baby,
To a three-legged wise man.
Experiences through training,
Training through experiences.
Nothing in life is easy,
Cherish the tiny moments.
Blooming flowers, falling leaves.
Bearing off-springs, bearing fruit.
Part of a never-ending puzzle,
Even till the very light of you fades.
There are more things on my mind right now but it would take years to for me type out my thoughts.
Grateful | Confused | Reflect | Change
Right now, I've no idea why I keep feeling unwell or even tired. I wasn't like this during sem 1. I feel more blurred then ever even though I tried to pay attention in class. Is it me missing out volleyball? Or is there other reasons that I'm like that right now? This sucks... When will I get control over myself again?
